Friday, October 10, 2008
♥ 1:03 AM
Just today as I was listening to the radio, I heard a song by Akon titled Right Now and it made me think about that one guy that I had truly loved. The song made me realize that I miss him more than ever and it's funny how I used to call him the apple of my eye. Listen to the song, it's really good but I like the orginal mix better, which I couldn't find on imeem, so I picked this one.
IF we hadn't broke up, today would have been our 2 years and 4 months anniversary. We've made it past one year and throughout that that year, I was the happiest person but now I not as happy and I mope around the house too much. My mom called me a zombie once because of it. If I go out, then I see couples right and lefy of me. They are everywhere and it makes me more depressed.
Current mood: 
Lonely
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Tuesday, October 7, 2008
♥ 11:47 PM
I have so many things going on in my head at once already and now because of this detail, I am going to explode sometime very soon.
DO NOT ever tell me something if you know that it would cause me pain in any way. I CAN NOT handle it anymore like I used to. I might seem like I am in a bad mood, but I'm not. It's just all of these stress that is building up inside of me.
Heck, I might even leave here and move somewhere far away where people don't know who I am just to ease the problem away. Or better yet to save money and time, I would just lock myself in my house and not step outside unless it's for school. Don't believe me? Try me and you'll find out.
So to answer your question, I really can't right now. Sorry to say this, but your friendship means a lot to me and even if a simple question like "what's on your mind?" I can't give you a proper answer for that right now or for a long time. I don't even know what's going on in my own mind as a matter of fact.
So all I can simply tell you is TIME, that's right time. That'll be my answer from now on until I can get my own facts straight.
Current mood: 
Annoyed
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Monday, October 6, 2008
♥ 3:35 PM
Omg, I officially died and went to BB heaven~ I saw their the full mv Number 1 today and omg, 'ou, you're so fine', that Bebe scene in the box is stuck in my head and I'm not jealous or anything, but dang boyyy. Maknae, you're too young for this >____< and I gasp when I saw TOP's Nikes! I was pointing at it and saying "omg, he wore them!" His shoe says 'TOP, I'm Rap' it's from that Big Bang Nikes thing that they recently did. I had asked my dad if I could customize my own Nikes and he said yes, so my Nikes will say, 'BBisVIP'! It didn't fit 'BBisNumber1'. I haven't placed my order yet because it's 95 dollars and I need to tell my dad the final price for him. I wanted the text to be near the bottom like how BB did theirs but I those ones didn't look as nice, so yeah. I hope that my dad lets me get a pair. (:
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credit: whirlandshout@livejournal
Current mood: 
Determined
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Sunday, October 5, 2008
♥ 11:37 PM
Omg, I can't wait for TOP's Korean movie, IRIS and see that man be an assassin just like in fanfic that I stopped writing 7 months ago about him being a CIA agent that kills people. ;D It is as if what I wrote about is coming true, that man makes one fine assassin, though don't you agree? <3 I also that SR had started filming his Korean movie also, but I don't know what it's about yet. Ah, BB members are slowly becoming drama stars, but TOP would always be the first~ Actually, Bebe and GD were in a drama too, before they debut if I'm not mistaken. Bebe was only 13 when he was in that Kdrama and got his arm biten by a little boy and GD was only a baby back then. Aw, BB should star in their own drama where they don't know one each other or something. (: I don't know, I think they can pull it off, but as of right now they need to focus more on their music. TOP fighting on your movie!~ I can't wait to see it next year.
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credit: cosmicbeats@livejournal
Current mood: 
Thoughtful
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Saturday, October 4, 2008
♥ 1:41 PM
Today was the first day of the season that it rained. (: It just rained for about a couple of minutes but it still rained and my dog was barking at the rain. Haha, it made my morning~ Also, my brother has the PS3 and it's so fun to play, I mean the graphics are so life like and clear! I'm going to convince him to buy more games like guitar hero or something. Oh and yesterday online, I saw this quote that was so cool, I would like to share it with you guys.
English: You are talented in many ways.
Korean: 당신은 많은 방법으로 겸전하다.
Today's icon pick:
credit: puffable@livejournal
Current mood: 
Enthralled
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Friday, October 3, 2008
♥ 3:11 PM
Haha, I took the newest BB questionnaire thing from facebook yesterday and omg, my Bebe's choices are too cute. I am so Bebe bias, I know. (: But I also choose some of GD's choices too, because it's all about GDYB for me, but I think that GRI is also cute and don't get me started with TODAE. ;D I actually think they are all too cute when they do things together, even the awkwardness between the SeungHyuns are cute too! I think that they are slowly developing a bond together, don't you agree? Haha, I would think that the awkwardness would be with Bebe but I was wrong. I guess they have an awkwardness somewhere, but that is what makes them, well them. (:
Today's icon pick:
credit: jades_saber@photobucket
Current mood: 
Loved
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Thursday, October 2, 2008
♥ 3:35 PM
Omg, I just saw the preview of Number 1 and omg, I can't wait to see the full MV and wow, I see Aimee! I like her hair in the MV. (: I'm too happy right now, I should jump up and down with joy because I know that BB will make it huge in Japan again! I mean, even their concerts are sold out and they will be at the end of the month. Lucky, JVIPs get to see them and omo, I wonder if GD changed his hair again, I'm so curious now and today I saw the 10 questions asked to BB and my sunshine's nickname amongest the members is Bebe! I am so calling him that from now on! ^^v I laughed when I saw that GD's nickname is Kwon Ji X. Wow, that's an interesting nickname~ I'm surprised that they even call him that. TOP's nickname is too original and aw, they call SR the maknae. I wonder how much cuter and hotter can they get?
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credit: bellemelodie@livejournal
Current mood: 
Goofy
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Wednesday, October 1, 2008
fail! ♥ 1:25 PM
I stayed up the whole night chatting and it wasn't pretty. I had to drive to school in the same morning with only 3 hours of sleep. =____= I was really tired that I even fell asleep in my classes and got yelled at by my teachers. Man, if I keep doing this, I would fail my classes for sure. I was really close to not even going to class today, but my mom woke me up telling me to drop off my brother on the way to school, so I had to go. But on the bright side, my mom just bought me 5 lbs of gummy bears. (: I would be happy eating them all day long now. Forget doing homework, it's all about the gummy bears!~
Today's icon pick:
credit: super_fly_icons@livejournal
Current mood: 
Happy
Happy Come back again soon. (: